thank you awak. jangan cakap macamtu.rezeki manusia lain-lain. saya tidak kaya, tetapi saya bersedih atas sebab tertentu. yang hanya saya tahu. dan kesedihan saya itu lumrah sebagai manusia. tambahan lagi sedih itu tidak sesekali menjejaskan rasa syukur atas nikmat lain . ia cuma rasa yang tidak dapat dielakkan
my whole live his trying to tell me, one thing in particular.
Love is unavoidable.
It is already being planned and written down in your luf mahfuz. your jodoh is either long or short.
but surely unavoidable
i’m surely gonna miss him.
i really do. and i’m not sure
if this feeling is true or just an evil playing with my heart. but i am now crying for no reason.
He is a good man.
that sad look, will forever put my heart not at ease.
May allah guide my heart to the right person. To the one who deserve
i have few options. but i’ve chosen glasgow for an escape. my whole life i’ve been walking , wandering around concrete jungle mix around with city people.
i chose glasgow because i wanted to learn about life and meet new people. i want to be out of my comfort zone.
i want to live life in peace, close to nature , quaint and quietly.just want to isolate myself, at a place that is not people preferance.
But as i got my step closer to isolation. More people come along. ofcourse part of me regret but all the documents are a done deal.
i wonder what if i choose Bath, or sheffield, or liverpool on the first place. that will be a better choice, maybe?
perhaps HE have better plan for me at glasgow
i remember last few weeks i wrote something about me being jealous . yeah i still am. i always pray that i got adik perempuan. but i didn’t expect ALLAH to test me so greatly but also to grant me so greatly. only HE know us so well that he plan so many test and so many suprises we never expect. but then one prime thing that i will hold
on to for the rest of my life.
"when things aren’t hard enough it won’t achieve certain level of satisfaction"
this is so true